Accidentally in Love

I didn’t mean to like CrossFit this much. In fact, when I first saw the CrossFit box (i.e., gym), I started thinking I had made a huge mistake committing to four solid weeks of three times per week training. While the training looked intense and very intimidating, the whole CrossFit atmosphere and culture seemed incredibly tacky to me. The veteran CrossFitters (I was there early, and the class before was just wrapping up) looked me up and down and then turned away, without so much as even a smile. The box was so minimalist in nature (as CrossFit is “supposed” to be), and everyone looked exactly.the.same. They all wore tall socks (supposedly, to prevent injury during box jumps and deadlifts), shorts, tanks (girls), and tees (guys), and all the guys were tatted up, and all the girls had their hair up exactly the same way (in a half-ponytail/half-bun) and wore identical headbands (in different colours at least). When people talk about the cult of CrossFit, these die-hards are who they’re referring to. The only thing missing was Vibrams (those creepy looking toe shoes!) and a Paleo food guide (although they did sell coconut water)! The trainers seemed nice and friendly enough, but even the other beginners were dressed just like the experienced CrossFitters. Did I miss the memo or something?

Once we began working out, I started to appreciate that the trainers really focused on form. I’m a huge proponent of training in a full range of motion and usually go through my exercises slowly and in control (even if that means I check my ego at the door and lift lighter weights than I could with poor form). I was actually surprised that I could do the exercises with ease and did not look half as exhausted as most of the other people in class! (I may look fit and have experience lifting, but I’m not the strongest person in the gym, I don’t do cardio, and my flexibility could most definitely be better!) And then came the WOD (Workout Of the Day).

WODs are metabolic conditioning (aka. metcon. These CrossFitters love their acronyms!) workouts that generally take from 7–20 minutes (I think) and usually involve doing AMRAPs (As Many Rounds As Possible) within a given time or timing how long it takes to get through a certain circuit (or many circuits). The WODs seem to all have names of people as well. We did a modified version of Cynthia yesterday (so we did 10 minutes instead of 20), which involved doing as many circuits of 5 pullups (using coloured bands to support us and make pullups in a full range of motion easier), 10 pushups (chest to floor), and 15 squats as possible.

When we went to grab our pullup bands, the trainers forced me to take one of the most difficult bands, while everyone else took the easiest band. They claimed that since the form on my pullups was so exceptional, I could handle the extra challenge. If they said so…

Anyway, we went through the workout, and afterward, they wanted to record how many circuits we were able to get through in 10 minutes (we’ll do the same workout at the end of my four-week course so we can see our improvements). When I told them how many circuits I had completed (10 and change), the guy next to me said he hadn’t been counting, but he’d done 2 fewer than me. This guy had also made a comment about being sore that he had to use an easy band (he thought he was strong enough to use the kind of band I was using) before the WOD, and now even with his easy band, he couldn’t even keep up? I’d never expected CrossFit to be an ego boost, but I left the class feeling not only powerful, but a little bit addicted as well. Even if headbands aren’t really my thing.

Update: I had my fourth CrossFit class yesterday, and I seriously love it more and more each time! Learning new moves is so empowering (like handstand pushups! Hello!), and the coaches are incredibly encouraging! I really love that CrossFit covers so many aspects of fitness (strength, agility, flexibility, and even cardio!), and I’m even embracing the competitive aspect of it! Let this be a lesson to my readers to try something new and venture outside of your comfort zone! You may just find something you LOVE (and maybe even are good at!)!

Rediscovering the Happiness in My Hobby

I know it’s been an eternity since my last blog post, but I’ve just been collecting so many ideas for blog posts that it’s been difficult to organize my thoughts!

If you follow my Facebook page, you’ll know that nationals was a great experience but that I came in completely unprepared as far as posing goes. It is so vastly different from posing in Alberta, and despite asking around, no one told me about these differences! Still, I did the best I could with the knowledge I had, I looked the best I ever had, and now I know what to expect next time! I enjoyed my time on stage and despite placing dead last (well, I tied for last place!), and I have no regrets!

Anyway, the mindset I brought with me to nationals was that I just wanted to enjoy it. I wanted to savour each moment of being there, not just on stage. I travelled to Vancouver for the competition, so I wanted to enjoy the new sights and sounds around me, as well as the experience of being around so many beautiful, fit people. I tried to keep calm, regardless of what was happening (like our 2-hour wait to check in!) and stop and smell the roses (literally, as cheesy as that is!). My husband was able to join me in Vancouver, and I managed to spend some time with an old friend I haven’t seen in far too long! And of all the competitions, this one was by far the most enjoyable.

I made a major mind shift at a photo shoot just the week before. I was telling the photographer about competing, and I had almost started to bring the focus to the negative sides of competing. At that point, I had been meticulous about my diet for months and was more than ready to relax in the offseason. (To be clear, I was NOT starving—I was eating about 1500-1600 calories a day and doing two 20-minute cardio sessions per week—but I just wanted to be able to go a restaurant and not stress about how they cooked their food or whether the nutritional information they listed was accurate.) At that point, the photographer said the words that changed my perspective:

“But you enjoy it, right?”

OK, so they weren’t pearls of wisdom by any stretch. They were just part of a casual conversation, but they shifted my whole approach to competing. Yes, certain aspects of competing are hard (I can’t stand all of the exfoliating that I have to do for weeks leading up to the competition so that the tan goes on evenly, and sometimes, I want to eat an extra bite of chicken breast!), but if I don’t enjoy it, why am I doing it? Competing should be a hobby—in fact, it has to be! Nobody (at least no woman) can make a living solely by competing. Sure, competing can provide a great launchpad for other things, like sponsorship or starting one’s own training business, but competing itself is a hobby. For example, the winner of the bikini division at Olympia (the biggest competition of the year!) earns $40 000. A person can’t survive on that for a year! Especially after paying all that money to compete in the first place!

With that all in mind, I had to ask myself why I was competing. If it wasn’t fun, and if I wasn’t enjoying it, why was I competing? It’s all to easy to focus on the negative (the time I had to spend exfoliating or practising my posing or the restaurant visits I had to decline) without seeing the positive (the great physical shape I’m in and the experience of competing on the national level!). By not taking things too seriously and adopting this relaxed state of mind, this competition was my best yet! It was the most enjoyable from start to finish (for my husband, I think, too!), and I think I not only brought my best physical package to the stage, but my stage presentation improved in leaps and bounds, even from provincials!

This is the attitude I’m bringing with me into the offseason, and I’m taking this calm approach and remembering to enjoy life (and focus on the things that are more important than appearance—like EVERYTHING else in life!). There are so many other things I want to experience, especially with regard to fitness and health. For example, lately, I’ve been doing more yoga to help my back, which has started giving me some grief lately, and I recently began CROSSFIT, which I will blog about soon! I haven’t committed to any more competitions, but as long as it remains FUN and I’m able to do it in a healthy manner, there will be more in my future!

Time

Oops! So much for my “more regular” blogging activity! One minute, I was swept up in the competition whirlwind that was mid-June, and all of a sudden, I’m less than 6 weeks out from nationals! Where does the time go? I spent this time training and watching my diet as usual (lifting heavy and changing my rep ranges, and increasing carbs and fats in my diet), and I’ve now been working with Layne again for the past 2 weeks. I’m feeling stronger in the gym, and it feels great eating some more delicious carbs and fats! (He did say that we’ll drop the hammer at 4 weeks out, so I’m enjoying this while I can!)

It always takes me by surprise how fast time flies, and it’s something that’s become especially clear to me since I started my fitness journey (I need to come up with a better term for it, because it sounds so clichéd! It also makes it sound like there’s an end to this “journey,” and it’s really more of a lifestyle that I’ll hopefully be able to maintain in some shape or form forever!). It’s been about a year since I started working with Layne (see? Time flies!), and while it may have taken some getting used to at first (for me, the biggest thing was becoming conscious of what I was eating. Food served a purpose and wasn’t there simply to cram into my mouth whenever I saw it or felt bored), once I got “into the groove,” it was the easiest thing in the world. Sure, my macros change periodically, but I’m basically on autopilot.

One of those “motivational” quotes (I know, they’re so clichéd, but they really do help!) that first kept me going at first was “Whether you do it or not, the time will pass.” Each day, while in itself insignificant, contributes to the end result. Will it matter if you skip a single workout or cheat on your diet? In the grand scheme of things, of course one day will not derail your progress. But whatever your ideal is with regards to appearance, health, or performance, each day can be an investment toward reaching that ideal. It sounds like common knowledge that if you set aside a certain amount of money each day, it adds up with time, and eventually, you’ll have a nice little chunk of change. Fitness and health are like that too. However, many people seem to have little trouble understanding that saving up just a small amount of money each month will lead to a big payout when they retire, but they can’t seem to stick with a fitness or nutrition plan longer than a couple of weeks.

Let me try to explain a diet or fitness plan in monetary terms. Let’s say you start an extreme crash diet and fitness plan. You’re in the gym 7 days a week, surviving on 1000 calories a day. It’s really hard, and it’s really uncomfortable (and it’s definitely not maintainable). Say this equals an effort worth $10 a day. On the other hand, let’s say you start a very moderate diet and exercise program that you can easily work into your everyday life. The effort required for this type of program might be worth about $1 a day. You can only sustain the extreme measures for two weeks, but you can sustain the moderate program for a year. At the end of the year (or at the end of your life, if you want to look at the big picture), who’s reaped the greater reward? Not to mention the metabolic damage and rebound that’s bound to have happened with the two-week program. Even factor in a few “off” days into the dollar-a-day plan, and it still trumps the quick fix!

If health is wealth, how are you contributing to your future physical wealth today? Put a dollar aside in your health piggybank, and eat nutritiously today. Sneak in a quick workout (it doesn’t even have to take longer than a few minutes!). Time will pass as it always does whether you do or you don’t, but in the end, if you keep investing little by little, the payout will be worth the wait. Be patient with your body like you are with your money, and you’ll eventually reap the rewards.

Long Time No Blog!

Goodness, so much has happened since my last update (sorry about that…time really flies when you’re busy! It’s like I just blinked, and here I am!)! I hardly know where to begin, but I’ll start from where I left off!

A few months ago, I thought I would plan my own diet to get ready for the competitions in June (the Oxygen model search in Toronto on June 1 and the Southern Alberta Bodybuilding Competition in Red Deer on June 8). Stupidly, I thought this would be a good time to dabble in intermittent fasting (IF). I had read many online articles about it, and even though the results seemed to be less consistent for women (based on our hormones, which just LOVE to store fat!), I figured I would be OK. Under the IF schedule, I would skip breakfast, work out fasted (with just BCAAs), and eat all my meals within a 10-hour window each day (which meant more food in this limited time frame). I enjoyed eating this way, but my weight wasn’t budging, and I wasn’t seeing the results I should have been, especially as I kept reducing my food intake. Then, I decided to simply use the plan I had initially been on with Layne, but again, I just wasn’t seeing anything happening! At that point (about six weeks ago now), I reached out to Layne to see if he could coach me. Unfortunately, since I came to him so close to my competition, he had to refer me to someone else (he didn’t want to rush diet me for a competition in such a short time). I contacted Brooke Erickson, who was FANTASTIC! She managed to get me bikini ready in record time, and my carbs were relatively high the whole time!

The Toronto show was a bit of a disaster! The day before the show, I had THE photo shoot with Paul Buceta (dream come true!), which was incredible, but when I went to the “official” spray tanners for the show, the nightmare started! First, my appointment wasn’t until 11:20 PM the night before. I showed up early and decided to wait for an opening. Finally, there was one, and I was able to get sprayed at about 10:30. So, I was brought into this room with five portable spray-tanning booths set up, and naked tanned women walking around everywhere waiting for their tans to dry. I was spray tanned, which was fine, but then I had to wait for it to dry. And wait. And wait. And wait. Standing in front of a fan blowing cold air at my naked body. Finally, at almost 1 AM, they told me to go home, and they’d fix it in the morning (my tan never dried for some reason! Other girls were in and out in 10 minutes!). My poor hubby was stuck in downtown Toronto waiting for me, and I couldn’t have felt more terrible! The next morning, I went to get hair and makeup done by the same “official” people. As I sat down in the hair and makeup lady’s chair, she asked what kind of look I wanted: “Porn star or natural?” I said I wanted a natural look, but what I ended up with was the farthest thing from natural I’ve ever seen!!! So I did the show and then left with my hubby. The expo was really small (but maybe I’ve just been spoiled by the Olympia), and we wanted to actually enjoy some time together in Toronto! After that, we met my brother for dinner, and the next day, it was on to visit another friend in Ontario. The model search had just been intended as a warmup for my show on June 8 anyway, and since I felt fine on stage, I figured that was enough!

Stage shot from the model search

Comparisons at the model search

Oh-so natural (NOT!)

Fast forward a week, and I was on stage again, this time in Red Deer! I had a BEAUTIFUL suit made by Vizion Couture, and I was ready to get on stage! Never before have I felt that confident on stage, and it was a moment I’ll never forget! However, backstage after prejudging, I was informed that the bottoms to my bikini (which had been APPROVED the night before at the athletes’ meeting!) were too small and that I would have to change before the evening show (thank goodness I had the red bikini from last year with me!!!). Canada’s bikini rules require that suits cover at least 50% of the glutes, and even though I knew my suit was pushing it a bit, other girls had much smaller suits (and mine had been approved!)! Anyway, after prejudging, I brought my red bikini to the judges to make sure it was appropriate. They had me change into it and show them to make sure it was OK. But they were STILL unconvinced, and had me bend over while one of the judges pulled the suit over my glutes to see what it would look like with Bikini Bite (a glue that all competitors use to stick their suits to their bodies and prevent any unwanted slipping or shifting!). Finally, they agreed that I could wear it, but I could not have been more humiliated! I spent the afternoon with my former sister-in-law and my nephew, having a great time catching up, but with lingering worry about my suit fiasco! During the morning “prejudging” show (this is actually where almost all of the judging takes place; the night show is mostly there for entertainment and to hand out awards), I was in the second and third groups for comparison. At a show, they call groups of about 5 to stand next to each other for comparisons (each group is referred to as a callout). They generally switch the positions of certain girls (the closer a girl is to the middle of the lineup, the higher she usually places) so they can see who looks best in comparison with the other girls. Since our height class had 11 girls, they did three callouts, and some of us went up with the third group as well. I felt I had done the best I could, even though I wasn’t called with the first group (the first callout is usually the top 5), so I still had high hopes for placing. At the night show, I found out I had received fifth place, which qualified me for Provincials, taking place on June 15 in Edmonton! So with that, I was in competition mode yet again!

The too-small (but beautiful!) blue suit

My backup (also beautiful) red suit

The Top 5

I asked one of the judges after the evening show for some feedback. The judge I managed to talk to (one of the head judges) gave me some advice with my posing, and said that unfortunately, my first suit choice cost me some points. But she actually had me ranked as first place! (The final placing takes the average of all the judges.) Had I not qualified for provincials, I probably would have simply asked for feedback via email, but since I had only one week to prepare for provincials, I figured I needed advice ASAP!

This brings us to last weekend. (My apologies if this post has been kind of confusing. Trying to condense all this excitement into a few paragraphs is quite challenging!) To make it to the PROVINCIAL championships was a HUGE accomplishment for me (especially having placed dead last in my first competition last October), so I was just excited to be there! My mom and my best friend were in the audience for the prejudging show, and I didn’t want to disappoint them! Wearing my red bikini (I had also rush ordered new, even more conservative bottoms for the show!), I went on stage and felt…NERVOUS! I was so angry with myself for feeling nervous on stage after feeling so relaxed and confident the previous weekend that I know my presentation was not all that it could have been (although I felt it couldn’t have been terrible). Since there were only 8 girls in my height class, we were called in one group for comparisons, and the judges immediately moved me closer to the middle of the line! I wasn’t moved around for the rest of the comparisons (although they were moving the girls on the other side around a lot), so I wasn’t quite sure how I’d placed, but I figured the move toward the middle was a good sign. The two girls on the other side of me (toward the ends) were girls who had beaten me before—one girl had placed fourth at the competition in October, and the other girl placed second at the competition the week before!—so as much as it wasn’t about winning for me, it did feel kind of nice to know that I had improved! I was able to hang out with my mom and my friend for most of the afternoon (and enjoy some delicious sweet potato fries!), and after waiting around for a looong time in the evening, it was time to find out the results. The competitor numbers in my category went from 150 to 157, and I was 156. They called the numbers of the top 5 to the front: “150, 151, 152, 153…” and at this point, I was starting to worry (there were already four girls up there!). But then they called ME! I ended up getting fifth place again!!! That means I qualified for the NATIONAL championships, which take place August 17 in Vancouver! (Since I didn’t get third place or higher, I have to compete in nationals this year or requalify next year.) At Nationals, there’s the opportunity to earn an IFBB Pro Card!!!

The Top 5

My lovely medal from Provincials!

I’ve already booked Layne to coach me for Nationals (8 weeks out as of this coming Saturday!), and I’ve asked my suit designer (of the blue suit that I love so much!) to make me larger bottoms, so I’ll be allowed to wear it in August. My hotel is booked, I’m trying to book a spray tan (I’m not going to try to tan myself for Nationals—it’s kind of a big deal, and I don’t want to have to worry about anything!), and I’m going to book my flight soon using my Aeroplan points. Everything is falling into place, and I just have to get my mind focused properly. I think that was one of the reasons I was a bit nervous last weekend. Up until my competition on the 8^th, I had spent the last few weeks convincing myself that I would win the competition and envisioning a win. Although I didn’t win, I think that played a huge role in the confidence I felt on stage. And since I had just a week of positive self-talk before provincials, I wasn’t as “on” as I had been the week before. That’s my theory at least, so I’m working on training my mind for August!

Anyway, sorry that this has been such a monster post, but I’m going to start posting more regularly as I now embark on Operation Pro Card! Wish me luck!!!

12 Weeks Out!

So here we are again! Twelve weeks out from another competition! I actually wasn’t entirely sure I was going to do this competition, for a few reasons:

1. I’ve been really enjoying my “off” (muscle-building) season and eventually do want to compete in figure. But until I have “enough” muscle for it (so I won’t look like a twig on stage next to the other girls), I have a long way to go. I feel I’ve built a lot over these past months, but seeing as I was “too small” for bikini last time, I’m probably just about right now, especially once I start leaning down.
2. As much as I LOVED working with Layne (and I’m so thankful that he got me in such good condition for my first show and BOOSTED my metabolism, unlike many coaches out there!), I cherish the freedom that working on my own gives me. If I want to manipulate my macros a certain way, I can try it out. If I want to try a new pattern of eating (as of last week, I’ve been following an IF split of 14/10. That’s probably information for another blog, but if you’re interested, check out Leangains. I’ve really been enjoying it so far, although I think it’s too soon to see any real changes), I’m free to do so. I like the idea of experimenting with my own body to see what works and how it works for me. But I’m not sure this experimenting is necessarily a wise thing to do when there’s a deadline to be reached.
3. I’m not as concrete with my goals as I should be. What do I want to get out of this? It’s certainly not to win any cheap trophies (although I’ll admit that I really want to place better than I did last time!). Do I want to model? Do I want to train/coach others? Do I want to write? (Yes!!!) Or should I just leave this as a hobby of mine? Without these goals cemented in place, I feel unsure of whether—and how—I should proceed.

However, I have these arguments in favour of competing:

1. I’ve had two posing seminars now with an incredible IFBB pro, Amanda Johnston. Her posing is very elegant and proves that you don’t have to be a bouncy, cheerleadery poser to win a bikini competition (thank God!!! A lot of girls pose way too “sexy” for my taste. Even though girls are in bikinis on stage, they DON’T have to look “easy”—to avoid using a more derogatory word—to place well!!). This made me so much more comfortable continuing on in bikini.
2. I found the PERFECT suit! I won’t show you until the show, but it is incredible! (And definitely feels very “me” than my last suit did)
3. I booked a shoot with THE leading photographer in the fitness industry in Toronto (which also means I’ll be going to Toronto at the end of May). I figured I should give it a shot. If things go well (he’s launched the careers of many fitness models), we’ll see where it takes me. If nothing comes out of it besides a cartload of great pictures, I’m OK with that too, but I’ll know I’ve tried my best! And if I’m already going to be in great shape in June, why not compete in Red Deer on the 8th and Calgary on the 29th?

These were the arguments going on in my head. In the end, my reasons for not doing a show were (and are) just excuses. There are tons of clichéd sayings like “A man who fully considers all angles before taking a step will forever be standing on one foot” or “An imperfect plan executed today is better than a perfect plan executed tomorrow,” which definitely make a valid point. Just go for it, don’t quit, and figure out the details along the way. It’s a heck of a lot better than standing around and in three months, have nothing to show for it!

So there we have it! Twelve weeks out from the Southern Alberta Bodybuilding Championships, and I’m excited! I don’t have as much to lose this time, weight-wise (I weigh less than I did when I started prepping last time, and I’m not going to get down to 102 lb like last time. I’m thinking around 105-110 will be good, but I’ll have to see what I look like at that point), so it is a LITTLE more relaxed. Plus, since I’m doing my own diet, I’m allowing myself some flexibility as well. Wish me luck, and hold me accountable! I’ll be posting progress pictures as I go along as well!

Wishing all of my beautiful readers good health as well! There are only three months until summer, in case anyone feels motivated to join me in getting shredded!

I Do!

I promise.

With those two words, I began what I call my fitness journey. I considered myself fit before last summer, but when I made the decision to follow my coach’s direction, fitness took on a whole other dimension. I learned so much about nutrition, training, and the mental aspect of changing one’s body. Many people saw this as incredible or (perhaps masochistic) self-control. For me, it was as simple as promising to myself and my coach that I would just do it. I would stick to the course, and we would see where it took me. I took those words “I promise” seriously, and the commitment I made was no different than the commitment I made to my husband on our wedding day. I would never cheat on him, so why would I cheat on my diet?

Much more important than willpower is the ability to commit for the long haul. I think for anyone struggling to change their body (by losing weight or changing their body composition), the most important thing is to realize there is no quick fix or overnight solution. This makes it all the more important to choose a “diet” (I use the term to mean a more permanent way of eating and not necessarily a way of eating for a few days, weeks, or months) that fits in with your lifestyle. Pretty much any diet will work, under the condition that a person sticks to it! For many people, simply making healthier food choices (eating clean) is something they’re able to stick to. For others, IF (Intermittent Fasting—in this diet, you eat nothing most of the day and take in the majority, if not all, of your calories in the span of a few hours) is easiest to fit into their schedule. Personally, I’m a fan of IIFYM (If It Fits Your Macros—I count grams of proteins, carbs, and fats per day and make sure to hit my targets. The sources of these macronutrients are not of utmost importance, as long as I also hit my daily fibre goals). I find that IIFYM allows me to achieve my athletic goals without making me feel restricted. I can eat anything I want—no food is “bad”—but I have to make sure I work it into my macros (so a muffin for breakfast, a piece of pizza for lunch, and a Snickers bar in the afternoon would NOT fit into a day for me, but I could have one of these things each day if I so desired).

Anyway (I didn’t want to make this post about me and how I eat), the take-home message is this: Choose a “diet” that you can live with and fit into your lifestyle forever because changing your body isn’t a sprint; it’s a marathon. It’s a long process, so you might as well enjoy it! If there are foods you “can’t live without,” find a plan that allows you to incorporate them into your diet without sabotaging your goals, or simply learn to give them up. Whatever it is, it’s just food! There’s so much more to life than that! Don’t let the taste of something have so much control over you! (Healthy foods taste delicious anyway and make you feel much better than any junk!) Of course, balance is an important part of life, but especially in the beginning, forming healthy habits is the most important thing.

I like to use the analogy of a mountain to describe the journey. Sure, you might stumble and fall down, and some sections will be more difficult than others, but know that you will eventually get there. Trust in the process, and then simply do it. If you do stumble, don’t scrap your plan and tumble back down to the bottom. Keep on climbing, and soon, you’ll realize it wasn’t as hard as you made it out to be in your mind! The first step is always the hardest (be it at the start of a new way of eating or out the door to the gym), but you won’t regret it!

I’ll be posting more on the mental aspect of transforming one’s body in the future, but today, I just wanted to hammer home the importance of commitment. It’s so important to commit to a healthy lifestyle because you’re worth it! As frustrating as it can be to see improvements happen at a snail’s pace, if you stick to the course and keep your promise to yourself, the end result will be so rewarding!

Update!

So, here we are again! It’s a new year, and once again, I’m gearing up for another pair of competitions! The first one is the Northern Alberta Bodybuilding Championships on June 1, and the second one is another WBFF show in Calgary on June 29. The first show qualifies the top 5 for the provincial championships on June 15, so there’s a potential of a third show that month! (But I’m not counting my chickens before they hatch!)

This is what’s been going on with me since my last update:

• I’m comfortably in my “off” season. My coaching with Layne has ended (although I’ll likely work with him again once my real contest prep begins at 12 weeks out), and I feel like I’ve put on some decent muscle mass.
• I went to Germany and, in addition to my new muscle mass, also put on a bit of fat mass as well (but nothing my contest prep can’t handle!).
• I made it to the finals for the Status Cover Model Search! Thanks for everyone who voted for me during November, I had enough votes that the editors were able to choose me to advance! (Even though I didn’t place in the Top 5 that month)
• I had my first re-feed on Friday, and I plan on continuing to use those at least until my contest prep begins. Basically, a re-feed is a carb load. This is generally done alongside with a drastic increase in overall calories (double your average daily calories) and a reduction of fats (as little as possible). For my first re-feed, I just adjusted my macronutrient intake to include more carbs and less fat, but this week, I might adjust my overall caloric intake as well (just a little). There is a science behind re-feeds (just google “re-feed” or “leptin”), but eating that much does take some getting used to!

Additionally, I had some blood taken on Saturday, so I could get an idea of where my health is at. The results were (as I expected) all normal! I usually get my bloodwork done once a year just to make sure everything is where it should be—health trumps everything else!

Yesterday, I had my much-anticipated body composition test at the university. I got hydrostatically weighed! Basically, I sat on a chair suspended from the ceiling, immersed in a big tub (thankfully, the water was nice and warm!) with a weight belt on my lap, and exhaled all the air in my lungs! First, they measured my lung capacity by having me take a deep breath and then exhale all the air in my lungs three times (so they could get an accurate reading—I was very consistent!) and then moved me into the tub. The first time I was dunked (they lowered me, sitting on the chair, into the tub), I kind of panicked (I think my mistake was also closing my eyes—hello, claustrophobia! No light and no air?! Plus, maybe I wasn’t sure I could trust the experimenter yet?), but after one practice round, I was ready! We did six readings (so getting dunked, exhaling every bit of air, and then waiting 5 seconds to get raised out of the tub again). They do up to 10, but since I was exactly the same every time, they were confident that the results were accurate. Hydrostatic weighing is one of the most exact measurements of body fat, and I really wanted to know exactly how much fat is on my body and how much is lean body mass (or “fat-free mass”! I figure this will be especially useful during contest prep, so I’ll know how much fat I should lose to be within the 10-15% that bikini competitors usually have.

Anyway, after I got changed, I got my results: 13.8% body fat! That was much lower than I had been expecting, especially since I feel much “fluffier” now than I did a few months ago! It also made me wonder how low my body fat was in October, since I weighed more than 10 pounds less than I do now (I assume I’ve put on some muscle since then, but still!). I want to get my body fat measured again in three months and then again in June. I’m interested to see how my body composition changes!

I’m looking forward to seeing the package I bring to the stage this time around! With some new muscle mass (and hopefully, since I have less body fat to lose this time, I’ll be able to keep most of it), my body will look different, and I feel I learned a lot from last time. I’ll pay more attention to the “beauty” side of competing (I’ll get spray tanned and get my hair and makeup professionally done—one of the criticisms from last time was that my lashes were too big!), and I’ll get more help with my posing. I think I’ll also compete in the Diva Fitness Model category for the WBFF show (in addition to the Diva Bikini Model category), so that will be a whole new realm in itself!

I’m attaching a blog post I posted on my Bodyspace. Bodyspace is an awesome place to track your progress and find inspiration from others. If anyone is looking for a workout program for the new year, Bodybuilding.com has TONS of FREE (!!) programs aimed at a variety of goals (sorry if I sound like a bad infomercial, but it’s really a fantastic resource!). They also have a 12-week transformation challenge (you can enter until January 31!) with a huge grand prize! Definitely worth checking out!

I hope you’re all enjoying a wonderful start to 2013! It’s going to be the best year yet, I can feel it!